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i am the same way about working out Ashley [armywife11]
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2006-07-25 21:49:34 |
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i have a question..???
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Ok, first off I just want to say that i'm not about to do this whole thing all over again. I personally think that if there is something wrong then you need to go straight to the person and talk to them if you want to make things better. I know ppl deal with things differently but it seems to me that that perspective always works the best. As far as us not wanting to be friends again sarah, you said that friends don't get mad at you because you're not fun but i also know that friends don't call eachother stupid fucking bitches or worthless pieces of shit. I agree with susan, i've forgiven people for a lot of things but I personally don't know if i can fully forgive for that. I'm on talking terms with you, i know you've gone through a lot and that's where me and you are alike and to tell you the truth it's during these times you discover who your true friends are and i know you've found that out the hard way just as i did but it's something we all have to go through. I never heard you say anything about club shattered, course i couldn't go anyways and i'm sorry it made you feel like crap when we said we'd all meet up at amandas but i hope you do realize that amanda is in this too and me and her are on the same agreement. We feel like we didn't do anything wrong, you just called us stupid fucking bitches and that is something a friend does not do. That's why me and amanda were mad at you, not only that but chelsea and susan had nothing to do with anything but it was directed to them as well. In fact none of us did anything wrong, so i think that if you want to make things better then you need to step up and take responsibility for your actions and apologize to everyone that you directed not only the voice message to but the diary entry as well. I'm not mad now, it's blown over but it does hurt me to read what you have to say and then realize that you're not even seeing that you need to take your own advice on some of these issues. Just step back and take a look at things and maybe things will get better. [Ashley]
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2003-06-15 03:56:33 |
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OK fine I give up I was still trying to be friends with you but if you won't even admit that you were the slighest bit in the wrong then it's not even worth my time. You did call all of us STUPID FUCKING BITCHS on a voice-mail that you left Amanda I know you did because I heard it with my own ears now as for calling all your old friends pieces of shit why don't you just skip back a few pages in your diary. I never said that you weren't any fun to be around. Yes I said you had been moody lately and I didn't know why but I never said I never wanted to hang out with you again. See this is where you and me are different when all you guys got mad at me before the first thing I did was apologize because my friends are important to me but since we don't matter to you then I'm not even going to bother trying. I made the effort to fix things but it was a one time only deal and I won't make that mistake again. I guess I was mistaken in thinking that everyone deserves a second chance. [susan_janelle]
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2003-06-09 12:34:57 |
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I have some advice to you. Your "so called" friends aren't really your friends in the first place if they turned their back on you like that. You don't need friends like that in your life, if they do that stuff you are much better than them and you can find better friends who will support you and want to hang out with you. As I see it put stuff in the past and forget and if they don;t want to hang out with you fine, go find better friends who will treat you with friendship and respect. [Anonymous]
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2003-06-09 02:22:28 |
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birthday :)/ mass confusion!
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Listen Sarah no matter what you think I don't hate you and I don't really know what the big deal between everyone is. Look back and think about it what did I really do to make you soooo mad at me. I didn't do anything yes I said you were being moody but that was about it and I know that you've said the same thing about me and prolly worse at least I don't act nice to your face then talk about you behind your back. And I have a question for you. If you didn't want me to go to the same college as you why didn't you just tell me that? No instead I hear it from everybody else after they get mad at you. Listen I know it's hard to forgive sometimes but I've done it and I'm glad I did. I wouldn't trade my friends for anything. I would die for them. You said you'd tried to work with us but I haven't hardly seen you since the fight and I haven't talked to you at all. We've been friends for a long time so I don't see why we should throw it away over something stupid. But I don't really appreciate being called a stupid fucking bitch or a piece of shit or any of the other names you called me in your diary. So maybe you should look at this from both sides me and the rest of the crew aren't the only ones in the wrong and maybe if you'd apologize to some of them they would forgive you and apologize back. At least I know that I would. Don't get mad at me for writing this entry I just wanted to tell you how I felt. Much love even though you're mad at me. [susan_janelle]
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2003-06-08 18:58:07 |
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Hey! Just letting you know that I replied back in my diary to your comment. Hope it is of some help! Anybody out there with some sort of problem feel free to drop a comment in my diary. Much love, [AdVicE BroAd]
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2003-06-05 10:54:26 |
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jsutin your boyfriend? i guess not no more huh? well i'm glad you had fun! that is what EVERYBODY needs! including ME!!!! love ya lots- yb4you [yb4you]
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2003-05-30 17:58:52 |
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i checked SOME of your journal/diary wahtever ... it's too long though so i don't think i can read it all in one day but keep in touch!!! yb4you [yb4you]
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2003-05-29 15:09:58 |
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Hey I know how you feel 2, keep ur head up high , cry when u have 2 and be happy when u feel like it! bout ur question , it feels like nothing else, it hurts alot an di had tears in my eyes when they went over the bone, but othe rthen that getting my tatty done felt awesome i honestly enjoyed how it felt, i got a butterfly on my lower back above my left butt lol neways take cares [Heaven_Lee]
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2003-05-26 02:48:58 |
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I've been where you are at and all I can say is that sometimes it gets better. Not always but it isn't that bad. I don't think you want to kill yourself, you want someone to understand. [Anonymous]
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2003-05-26 01:53:30 |
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Sarah I wan't speaking for anyone else but myself, so don't go saying that from my email no one likes you. I'm mad at the fact that you keep saying shit about us that isn't even true and you can believe Aaron over us. This is all bullshit, and it will end by the end of the weekend. Because we are going to talk aobut it tonight. I'm sick of this. Sarah we are always here for you, but we can't help you when you would rather run to Aaron then one of your friends. And when you get mad at us for something stupid then we can't help you there either. I'm going to tell you how to solve your problems right now. First you should stop cheating on Justin with Aaron. Aaron has been telling you that he will move out of the house for a year now, and he still hasn't. Sarah Aaron is way to old for you, its stupid that you have been doing things with him that you sholdn't be doing. He was going to be married and you still messed around with him. You don't deserve to be with Justin. And what you do with Aaron at work is wrong too. College?... There are things you can do to get money to go to college, or you can even go out here for 2 years and then go to whatever college you want to go to. Sarah you are really smart, and I think your to smart to think that your life sucks and that you don't have anybody. Its time to grow up and I think you know that. Killing yourself won't solve anything. I have thought about killing myselfy many times, but then I thought to myself that would just be stupid. How could I put my family through that. Once I was standing on this really big bridge and I just keep looking down wondering if I should jump or not. I beat I stood their for about 20 minutes just thiking about it, but then I realize that I should because that would be stupid of me to do. Well thats all for now, I would rather talk to you in person so I will tonight. [Ana]
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2003-04-17 10:09:48 |
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Sarah listen I know that sometimes things can get really hard I've been there before. I know we're not as good of friends now as we have been in the past, but I want you to know that I will always be here for you if you need someone to talk to. I've been through this kind of thing before so even if you don't believe it I do understand how you feel. I will miss you if you're gone. I want you to know that if you are ever thinking of commiting suicide please call me. I will drop whatever I'm doing to come talk you out of it. NOTHING is worth killing yourself over. Trust me on that one. I mean aren't you excited about college and graduation you don't want to end your life before it even really begins. Your mom would miss you and your brother and your dad. You may not always be able to see that but they will. My whole opnion on this is that none of us are really mad at you. We just see what you're doing to yourself and we are helpless to stop it and that upsets us. Jillian, Ana, Ashley, and Amanda all care about you too. Even though you don't realize it now. They will all miss you too if you are gone. Try to lighten up a little bit. Things will get better. They always do you just have to be patient and do your best to deal w/ things till then. Also don't take this the wrong way but maybe you should go back to the counselor. Didn't that seem to help when you felt this way before? It's just a suggestion though. Always remember that I am here for you no matter what. Even though we don't hang out that much anymore. I love you. [susan_janelle]
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2003-04-15 17:01:38 |
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I don't know what to say really, just that if you want us to act like we're 18 then why don't you act that way too? Its just like the whole thing with Jillian. The only reason why you got mad at her was because this guy that as been telling you since almost a year ago that he would move out of the house for you and still hasn't, told you some bullshit about us and you believed him over us. Sarah I don't know what you want anymore. I just don't see why you can't just get along with all of us. Because here lately its only been you makeing the problem between all of us. I hate to say this, but your not the only person with problems. We all have them, its just that we know how to deals with them better then you I guess. Everyone needs friends Sarah, and you can always have more then 1 best friend. Thats what makes things better. Knowing you have all these people that you can talk to and be here for you. But you don't seem to want that. All you want is one person and thats it, but it donesn't work like that. Me,you,Ashley,Amanda,Jillin, and Susan could all be friends. I think that would be awsome to be able to do things in a big group like that. All you have to do is loosin up and stop worring aobut every little damn thing that goes wrong in your life. Deal with it, life isn't always gonna go your way. And one more thing, don't take all of this the wrong way. I'm just telling you what you need to do. [Ana]
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2003-04-15 10:07:05 |
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What are you talking about? I can't decide whether or not you're talking about leaving for college or killing yourself....You do have friends, you just expect us to come to you. When you've done something wrong you have to be the bigger person and admit to your wrong doings. Not everyone is going to drop everything to come to you. You're doing better. I think if you give it time, things will be the way they used to be. Everyone will be friends and we won't have all of this goddamn stress in our lives. [someone who cares]
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2003-04-07 11:49:06 |
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Hi~!! Thank you for the comment. *-RaVen-* [Disturbed Voices]
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2003-04-06 15:31:12 |
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It's not the end. Things will get better. I've been there. Lost friends, lost lovers, it really hurts but it doesn't hurt forever and death is forever. Please talk to someone! God loves you and I am sure your parents love you. Your parents only yell at you because they care. I know that sounds stupid but they are worried about you and it stresses them out. I've been there as a teen and now I am a parent. Things do get better. Try to mend fences and not burn bridges. [Laura from KC]
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2003-04-05 21:18:06 |
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I understand the way you are feeling right now... when you feel so f*cked up you really just don't want to throw your problems on people... but sometimes they just want to help you out... if you can, let them. Your problems are those of thousands of teenagers nationwide- you aren't alone! If you need to talk about something that others don't want to listen to, drop me a line, but as a final note- hang on to your friends. They are the ones that will get you through the rough spots! [Keileighe]
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2003-03-31 08:09:01 |
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You have to do things for yourself that will benefit yourself. Only you can solve your problem with Aaron and Justin. I know it's hard but it can be done. I'm not even sure why everyone is so mad at everyone else. It beats me. I think we should all get over this. It's in the past now and we should move on. It is totally beyond me why people treat other people the way they do. I mean all people do is run around and try to bring other people down to feel better about themselves and I think that is sad. If you don't like some one then just leave them alone don't go and try to pull mean tricks on them to make them mad or feel bad about themselves b/c that is just childish. Shouldn't we spend more time trying to bring each other up and help each other? I'll never understand why people do the things they do but I've learned a lesson. [susan_janelle]
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2003-03-27 19:50:23 |
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Looks like you are having a rough day. I'm sure you'll do fine in college, after all they accepted you. I wouldn't worry about the money and car payments!~ My cousin just started college and ya things are tough but in the end everything will work out. [eminem_is_so_hot]
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2003-03-27 19:16:26 |
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Well I don't really know what to say about all this. A lot of stuff has being going on lately and I'm not even sure how I feel about all of it. I've learned a lot of stuff lately and some of it kinda upsets me but life goes on and you have to make the best of it. I think maybe everyone is being a little hard on each other. I don't really know why though. This whole thing between you and Ana is so dumb. I think you should just try to get over and be friends again. Here's a quote I heard "A person never gets so rich that she can afford to lose a friend" I know this from experience, I mean look at me and Jillian do you want things to be like that between you and Ana? As for this whole Aaron and Justin thing I don't really know what to tell you. All I know is that you're hurting Justin and Aaron's hurting you. I think it would be better if you forgot about Aaron and I know how hard that is b/c I've been through it. But, you know what worked best for me staying away from Tyler all together and not even being friends w/ him. I know you don't want to lose Aaron as a friend I didn't want to lose Tyler as a friend either but I had to to get over him and it worked. Well that's all for now, keep your head up. [susan_janelle]
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2003-03-27 17:13:00 |
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Sarah, Here lately i've been finding out stuff that I never really knew. I saw this all along to tell you the truth. I tried to tell you before that you're making all of this worse on yourself. There's an easy way out, you just have to be willing to try. Everyone goes through this. I know you upset a lot of your friends by saying that you only care about yourself and no one else. Yeah, you have to think about yourself sometimes but think about who helped you through everything. Where would you be right now without amanda, jillian, ana, susan? Who sat with you all last summer up at auto zone and talked to you about aaron and justin....ana, who helped you this year by listening to all of your problems....amanda. Where would you be without them? Maybe this is what you need, i dunno, after all you are leaving everyone in the fall anyways. But from experience, you can never run from your problems. Never, and it doesn't make it easier on you if you leave without friends. I dunno what to tell you, I'm clueless anymore. I guess all i can tell you is if you need someone i'm here. [Ashley]
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2003-03-27 11:38:45 |
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Well I heard that you think that anonymous person is me, I just wanted to tell you that it wasn't. And I never said that I hated you, your the one that stop talking to me after I decided to tell the truth about everything since nobody else would. Even though we don't talk anymore I can't believe you would say that you don't care about anyone but yourself. Sarah I don't know whats gottin into you lately, but I can't believe you would say something like that. How do you think that makes your friends feel? [Ana]
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2003-03-27 09:54:25 |
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You Go Girl! You should always stick up for yourself like you are! :O) ♥ love princessSam ♥ x [princessSam]
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2003-03-27 08:19:21 |
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It sounds like you are stressed, and that this is really tearing you up. Weigh the positives of both guys- what they have to offer you, your best and worst memories with both, what you like about them... and then compare the lists. There may be no real solution to this, but if you need someone to listen, drop me a line... [Keileighe]
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2003-03-27 08:16:34 |
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wow, I have no idea what to say. From reading earlier entries I'm confused. Do you want this guy named Aaron or do you want this guy named Justin? Which one do you really honestly love? I kind of know how you feel. It is hard BUT if you would think about how you are gonna feel in the future, I think you'll realize you need to give up the one you love. Let one of them go. I think it's ok to talk about all your problems with your friends, but I know how it feels when that's all your friends have to hear about. My friends do it to me all the time. Sometimes it feels like that's all I know them as is "my bf this, the guy i think is hot that." Maybe you just need to take into consideration how you're making your friends feel while you're going through these problems. Yeah, they are suppose to be there for you, but they can't make everything disappear for you. You're the one that has to make some sort of effort in making your life easier and a lot more tolerable. [ummm]
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2003-03-25 11:44:58 |
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No, fuck you kit_kat_48. I don't know who you are but its pretty damn sad when you have to write in the diary on the internet just to get peoples attention. If you weren't so worried about me writing you then why did you get so up tight about it? Just face it, all you want in your life is for someone to feel sorry for you all the damn time. And if you didn't want that then I don't think you would have this internet diary. Aaron this Justin this,damn give your so called friends a damn break. [Anonymous]
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2003-03-25 09:50:37 |
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I can't believe you would tell everyone on the internet!!!! You must not be that worried about it, or you wouldn't been talking about it. Do you just want people to feel sorry for you or something? [Anonymous]
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2003-03-20 10:12:09 |
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Oh my gosh Sarah!!!!! That's scary. I'm sure it's nothing though so don't worry about it and if it is you can handle it when the problem arises. I would say though that if you go more than 2 weeks maybe you should test to see what's going on. I love you no matter what. Remember that. And I'm behind b/c I know if it was me you would do the same. [susan_janelle]
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2003-03-19 17:24:19 |
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you are loved! ignore rude comments and revel in the love that is MDD! ♥♥♥ [lover of the soul]
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2003-03-15 04:43:32 |
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girl You know i LOVE you to death.... whenever you need to talk...i'll be there and Amanda will too...We're you're GIRLS!!!! Honey... your problem will work it's self out sooner or latere... Don't stress about it. And the thing with which college... don't worry you'll make it. You know i want you to go here but whatever suits you is good for me... i love ya sweetie!!!!! Love always.... [jilly_bean36]
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2003-03-07 14:33:03 |
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Hey girly! Listen, try not to beat yourself up too much over Aaron and Justin. And no matter what ya think I never get tired of listening to your boy trouble! =) I'm always here if ya need somebody to talk to . . . or even a hug!! C-ya this weekend. Love ya lots~ [Amanda]
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2003-03-06 21:10:06 |
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heya hun dont let ladz get ya down i no wot mean bout the affection tho!! jus b single and flirt wit every fit lad in sight u'll soon get affecrtion. lol tlk l8rs hun xxxxxxxxxxxxx [xXxsprinklesxXx]
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2003-03-02 16:32:06 |
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and another thing. You don't care if we're friends or not. Thats real cool sarah. So it sounds like to me you don't care who you lose as a friend. Well if you feel that way then I guess we never really were friends to begin with. But I just hope that you remember that I have been nothing more then a really good friend to you, I have always been there for you, ALWAYS. Sarah I'm sorry that I said those things about you but it was really buggin me and I had to say it because I knew nobody else would. sorry. [Ana]
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2003-02-28 09:28:35 |
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Sarah It was me that said that because its true. We all talked about Susan. Your just triing to look good on both sides and that really makes me mad. And I even remember when you said that whatever Jillian says about Susan I will tell her and whatever Susan says about Jillian I'll go back and tell her. Whats up with that. I just don't understand you, and I don't think I'm the only one that feels this way. Its just that nobody else wants to tell you about it. But hey if you want to be pissed at me for telling the truth then go ahead. Its pretty gay when you can't stand up to the things you say. But whatever floats your f***** boat. [Ana]
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Sarah I just want to get on here to apologize to you if I've done anything to make you mad or if I've wrote anything in my diary that made you mad at me. This whole situation has gotten out of control and I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I never meant to make anyone mad at me. Thanks for sticking up for me though. Once again I'm sorry. [susan_janelle]
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2003-02-27 17:30:00 |
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Hey girl...when you get a chance read my latest diary ok?? I agree with you that some of the stuff is a little mean but in my opinion she deserves everything she's getting but that's just my thoughts... i love ya though!!!! I want to do something with you and Amanda this weekend...it's been a long week and we deserve some well needed "prep hunting" :) Well i'll talk to you later.... Jillian [jilly_bean36]
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2003-02-27 13:04:46 |
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Ok, for the past couple of days, I've been tracking through of the entries between kit_kat_48 and susan_janelle. I'll give a little of my advice, susan_janelle sounds like she's really down in the pits right now but if kit_kat has been talking about her behind her back and sticking up for her now, that is pretty messed up. Friends don't do that to eachother. I read through susan_janelles entries and if i were some of her friends, i'd say she's getting what she deserves. You can't look good on both sides. You're gonna get caught up one of these days and it's not gonna be pretty. [Sissy]
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Sarah I don't understand why your acting all nice toward susan now knowing when your with us you say things about her too. You say you don't like her but to her you do. Whats up with that? Thats bull s***!!!! If you like susan then stop talking about her behind her back. Your triing to be a good friend and stick up for susan because nobody else wants to, but really your just triing to make your self look good both ways. Thats messed up sarah. Looks like your the two faces one and Jillian might need to look out for you. [Anonymous]
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2003-02-27 09:52:19 |
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well whats up i know i haven't talked to ya. I hear ur doin pretty well now with ur relationship thing unless it changed again. WOrk does suck so don't worry about it. I have been busy with packing for Florida and working and shit so i haven't had much time to write in my diary but i am paying attention to u and ur diary. :) see ya [dannyfolden]
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2003-02-26 22:40:48 |
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Hey Sarah! I'm sorry you didn't get that job. I'll beat them up if ya want me to! =) I know, I'm such a dork. Anywayz, I don't know what's goin on Friday, but you should come with us where ever we go! OK, I'm gonna shut up for now. C-ya at school tomorrow! (Yes, I'll be there.) [Amanda]
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2003-02-25 20:11:31 |
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I'm sorry that you didn't get the job hun!!!!! I would've given you the job!!! I'm also sorry that you had to go to the dentist today they suck major buttocks!!! Ha ha!!!! Well... i've gatta go and change my oil i'll be on here later. Comment on mine if ya got a chance.. Love ya always, Jillian [jilly_bean36]
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2003-02-25 18:16:47 |
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Hey Sarah this is Jillian...my diary is jilly_bean36 so go to it every once in a while... Just thought i'd tell you i love ya!!! Iand i'm here for you whenever you need me... i think we might have a sllep over at Amanda's maybe on Friday so if you wanna do anything with us you are more than welcome!!!! Love Jillian [jilly_bean36]
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2003-02-25 13:40:02 |
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Wait, hold up. I'm really confused. I was getting the vibe that you didn't like susan. But yet now you care about the fact that you think she's mad at you? Set me straight cuz i'm lost. You need to make up your mind and figure out if you like this girl or not. You're really startin to confuse the heck outta people. Maybe you should look at everything she's done to you and she's done to everyone else. Look at how she treats people, look at how she treats herself. Do you wanna be friends with someone who's constently crabby or feeling sorry for themselve. I know I wouldn't wanna hang around them that much. Maybe you should try talkin to her when you absolutly have to. Who cares if she's mad at you...unless it's something you think was totally wrong on your part, then i'd understand why you care. [someone who cares]
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2003-02-25 10:24:17 |
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to the love of my life. I will never let you go. You are everything to me. When you came to see me the other night,you made my night. I have so much to make up to you. I love you with all my heart.Please don't ever give up on me.I know i will have to spend the rest of my life making everything i put you through in the last 6 months up. But you are the most beautiful woman in the world and you are worth it. love you always & forever me. [Anonymous]
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2003-02-24 19:16:35 |
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Hey, I'm glad things went well for you last night. It's great that you and Aaron can still be friends. It takes time to get over someone but you're on the rigt track. Love, Susie [susan_janelle]
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2003-02-23 15:29:47 |
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well no sleep again!
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i am sorry u can't sleep i know it gets really stressful. I know it was and u still get when u get older so don't think ur out of the woods when u get out of high school because college is more stress because u have more deadlines and shit. Anyway, i am glad u talked to aaron but i still say he don't deserve you after the way he treats u. I believe u need someone better that will fulfill all ur needs. I am glad to hear that ur starting to see how much aaron is not showin his true feelings for you because if he really wanted to leave his gf he would of by now and not say he was and not do it for 6 months. I still think he is a loser and he doesn't deserve a great person like urself. [dannyfolden]
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2003-02-21 00:01:39 |
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I didn't mean to accuse you in my last entry. I just didn't know any other way that anyone could have found out about Matt b/c Haley doesn't even know Luke so how would she be able to tell him. I don't know it just makes me mad that they are blabbing my private life. I didn't mean to upset you or anything. [susan_janelle]
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2003-02-20 19:43:45 |
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well no sleep again!
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Sorry you haven't got much sleep. I hope you can get some sleep tonight at least. And good luck on choosing a college. [Micahleena Bright]
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2003-02-20 17:30:50 |
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i wrote the above the statement it just didn't put my name on it. [dannyfolden]
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2003-02-19 23:26:48 |
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To tell you the honest truth sarah. Ur senior year is suppose to be the best part of ur life but it really isn't because of all the stress u go through to find a college and try to keep ur grades up and at the same time continue ur daily life with friends and family and bf/gfs.(whatever gender u r). i just graduated last june it was a relieve to get out of high school and i did have a college to go to. But for me college wasn't everything for me i didn't enjoy it all. But everybody is different that is what makes the world go round. You really have to bare with it for right now because at the end u will start to see the rewards of all the stress ur under right now. I know i kinda do. I mean its alittle hard for me because i am not in college right now because i didn't like it and it was just like 13th grade of high school for me. So i am basically starting over from scratch because i am not in college. But i will succeed eventually just like u will. The whole Aaron story. To be honest he sounds like a loser who is using you just to make himself feel better about himself. Take from me i am a guy. What i mean by that is that in his mind he knows that he has u to go back to even though he might not have that much feelings for you but he knows when he goes to you that everything he says to you. YOu will gobble up and just instantly come to him. You really need to move on and forget about him and once he realizes that he doesn't have u like he wants you. Then he will realize what he had and he will come back to you or move on. It depends on his feelings i am not the guy. I know if i was the guy i wouldn't be treating the way he is. YOu sound like a very wonderful and caring person that is just lost tryin to find her way out to open air. Well talk to you later. [Anonymous]
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2003-02-19 23:25:58 |
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lied to again....
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Sarah~ I know it hurts but you just have to hang in there and you will make it through. You are such a wonderful person and I want you to always remember that. There is a whole big world out there and we have to go out and explore it. Cheer up and just try not to stress out so much over this. It isn't good for your health. Love you [susan_janelle]
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2003-02-19 19:08:19 |
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N/A
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Sarah please don't ever think that I don't care. I know we're not as close as we used to be but that's because we don't see each other as much. I love you so much. And you know you can talk to me about anything. Don't let Aaron get you down. Be happy for you. You need to be happy no matter what your situation. I know that's hard I struggle with it every day. The situation between you and Aaron breaks my heart and I'm crying for you. Talk to me whenever you want because that's what friends are for. Because I know if I ever have a problem I can't figure out that I can come to you with it and you will offer me some advice and try to make me feel better and I want to do the same for you. Love, Susie [susan_janelle]
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2003-02-17 20:17:55 |
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im lost....
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i think you really need to relax and calm down. Ur getting all worked up over this guy. U should just take a deep breathe and live life as it comes. Don't always wish for things to happen and hope things will come to you. I have a quote that have used before i found krystal and ashley and so on. And it was "Don't go and find love. Love will find you". If this guy ur goin head over heels for is really ur true love than he would be going after you. Love will always find you. Don't push urself to find a true love because ur just gonna be depressed like u say u are. Don't cry that just hurts u inside more. You should just live life. Go out and party with ur friends and go shopping or something. Just have fun. THings will come together. I promise. My name is danny. [dannyfolden]
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2003-02-17 12:38:01 |
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im lost....
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love the poem, its awesome [lizie]
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2003-02-17 09:13:05 |
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im lost....
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that is a really cool poem!:D [livingdeadgurl]
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2003-02-16 15:48:29 |
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hhmm....
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Well thank you for ur comment that u wrote me. You are right and i really should be makin the best of my life. And u only do live once. Thank u very much. And i hope things get better for u as well. [dannyfolden]
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2003-02-16 00:51:22 |
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Valentines Day was great!
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3 carnations? Thats it?! [Anonymous]
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2003-02-15 17:23:03 |
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My Anniversary
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Happy anniversary for then! :) [No apologies]
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2003-02-08 17:40:13 |
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Taking Control.
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thanks for commenting on my last entry. :-) [musergirl]
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2003-02-05 13:00:40 |
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i think its over....
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just to inform kit kat. you are a wonderful person and you will have me. I have told you this. you are a very special person to me. I can't thank you enough for always being here for me. You have been a blessing in my life. Just like you said to me, you are my angel sent from above. [anonomus]
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2003-02-02 19:52:53 |
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i think its over....
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Ok, I almost cried when I read that. I know it prolly doesn't seem like it now but things will be better in the future. Just remember that you have friends who love. I will support whatever choice you make. But, Tony is right there are lots of guys out there and you're a real catch. Don't give up on Aaron if that's not what you want. You have to give him up when you know you're ready. Trust me it was the same between me and Tyler i couldn't give him up till i was ready no matter what any one said or anything he did. Ok i hope this made some sense. We will talk about it some more tomorrow. Love you [susan_janelle]
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2003-01-31 17:48:52 |
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a good day!
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I'm sorry that I asked Ashley, I didn't know you wanted it to be just us. But. like you said I feel I'm drifting away from my friends which includes Ashley. Me and her are never together anymore. Plus I thought it would be funner with more ppl. [susan_janelle]
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2003-01-31 16:30:59 |
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well i saw him
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Hey don't worry about Aaron if it's meant to be then I'm sure that it will work. Keep your head up. You still have your friends and I will always be there for you. I hope that we really do start working on March 15. Cause just like you I desperately need the money plus I like to work. It keeps me busy. [susan_janelle]
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2003-01-30 17:22:02 |
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my life sucks!
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Yeah I definetly think we should do that on courtwarming fattening pizza definelty sounds good. And we can rent stupid sappy love movies. I also like the part about griping about how guys are totally ignorant. It sounds good to me!! [susan_janelle]
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2003-01-28 20:49:04 |
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whats wrong with me!?
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Well at least your whole day wasn't bad that definelty something to be happy about. I know that I'm happy with every ok day I get because those days are a lot better than the really shitty ones. Hang in there and smile!!!! [susan_janelle]
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2003-01-28 20:45:17 |
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Raiders lost
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hi.. im in my second year of college and i really think you need to move away.. dont stay there for a guy! you are so young. think of all the guys you are going to meet at college! so many.. you cant decide your life on a guy.. please dont. get out there, live, experience things.. grow.. thats what life is all about.. not staying at home for some boy- [freshpeach]
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2003-01-26 21:49:43 |
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well haven't heard..
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I hope everything clears up 4 u!! [Irvine]
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2003-01-25 21:44:40 |
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well haven't heard..
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I was once in love with a boy named aaron. we were together for a long time, we broke up and my bf made me promise never to contact aaron again. Well, Aaron, he was my first true love, but "just like every thing, even good love has to die" [PicturePerfect]
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2003-01-25 19:26:42 |
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well haven't heard..
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i hope things get better too [emotion_Sickness]
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2003-01-25 17:47:53 |
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well haven't heard..
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hey its seem like maybe you could use some advice well everyone here at mydeardiary could any ways i have an advice column that is always open to you anytime you need to get your feelings out. The email advice address is askkayz_24 @yahoo.com alright im not saying that hey you need advice and that i know your whole life situation but just in case okay. I talk in totally sentince form well give it a try ~clowey [SuNsPrInGeLeTs]
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2003-01-25 17:19:36 |
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what a loser
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im proud of you thats the way you should do it..you can find someone better than that... follow your heart and do what you want. if it makes you happier go for it.... hey stop by my diary some time i need some advice... see ya around take care! [greenlee97]
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2002-08-01 20:48:12 |
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My hunny is home!! :) :) :)
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i'm glad you're happy! lol :o) damn ~ u must really like that guy! [Sgurl32]
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2002-07-26 14:21:48 |
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AWESOME NITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :)
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well im glad you have fun....and have lots more of it... stop by my diary sometime. have a good day ...c-ya [greenlee97]
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2002-07-25 14:25:47 |
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a little better
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hi thanks for stopping by my diary. you said you wanted some advice ill give you some..hehe.... i think even if you wernt invited to go to the carnival with your friends go anyways.. its a public place you dont need permission to go there... just go and have your own fun maybe youll meet a friend there or something it will be fun for you. i use to feel the same way when i was back in high school with all the firends getting boyfriends and me having one. no matter if they have boyfriends or not they will always be your friend. they just have to get use to the idea that you and your firends are finding love and its a new thing in your life.. eventually it will get better and everyone will be hanging out again with eachother and there boyfriends like go to the drive in movies stuff like that....by the way how old are you again? [greenlee97]
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2002-07-19 19:20:27 |
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5 months today :)
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Don't forget that I was with you the night that you met Justin. But I guess I just really don't matter anymore!!!!! [susan_janelle]
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2002-07-11 21:09:22 |
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nope guess not!
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oooh ooo eeeee oooo ohhh. [JillyBeaner]
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2002-07-01 11:17:03 |
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nope guess not!
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i hope all goes well for you.. there is lots of people out there to make friends with ..its really hard for me to make friends...why? i dont have a clue..lol... stop by my diary sometime ..hope to hear from you soon ..bubye! [greenlee97]
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2002-07-01 11:12:20 |
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friends?
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*gives her a huge cuddle* That should make you feel better ;) [Stumpeh]
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2002-06-28 18:46:09 |
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this weekend!
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Great to see things picking up after last entires negative thinsg :( , thanks for being there for me to talk to about Gemma :) and we'll talk soon! [Stumpeh]
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2002-06-25 16:06:05 |
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the first day
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Its great that you've started one of these :D ! I'm sorry to hear about your anniversary probs :( ... thats sucks ... Love always , Dan. [Stumpeh]
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